19 September 2008

Heaving a sigh

Things are going along pretty swimmingly here in NB. Daily life continues as usual; Abby is a hilarious darling girl and I will miss her a ton.

I've managed to go through my wardrobe, weeding out all the stuff I've been hoping to fit into, or haven't worn at all. I'm planning a tag sale for the first weekend of October which will hopefully help me get rid of a lot of my "out" box. Maybe I'll get some good gas money out of the whole thing!

I can feel tension and emotions on a slow boil, making their way to the surface of my psyche... Maybe it's the packing, unpacking and decision making regarding the material parts of my life. Maybe it's the packing, unpacking and decision making regarding the less tangible parts of my life. Maybe it's the music I've been listening to, the shows I've been watching, the dreams I've been having... Maybe it's all of the above... Maybe it's none of the above...

I recently had a lengthy conversation with a former boyfriend of mine, which was both cathartic and cleansing. We cleared the air about a lot of issues pertaining to our relationship, and have begun to reconstruct a friendship, which I (so far) am thankful for. I'm not sure why he is back in my life, but I'm sure I'll find out eventually. For now, it is good to catch up.

I'm telling you, if you want a good emotional upheaval, listen (really listen) to a musical called "Songs For A New World" by Jason Robert Brown.

It'll getcha.